Friday, September 02, 2005
okie. warning! this aint going to be any pretty chapters that are light-hearted and all. it's going to be a rude awakening for U.
if this is going to be such a rude way of expressing my views, it's your actions and behaviour that disgust me in the first place. AND I REALLY MEAN IT.
i dont understand. juz a few days ago, i got into an argument with my sister. frankly speaking i was also partly wrong for losing my temper but who is perfect? at least i attempt to reach it. something tat seems small may carry a lot of words about a person's character. like my nick, if you think you have driven someone away once, dun be surprised if you noticed i am next.
GEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily i solved the thing with my sister. although it was difficult at first, i was really proud of her for understanding the true theory behind every subtle action. san si er hou xing. our ancestors did not make tat up merely for the fun of it. even till today, the greatest heros start from the smallest things. it's not juz me, maybe more frens around me may be encountering similar situations whereby they meet people with such dense brains, they can never detect anything. sensitivity juz dun come in the whole package.
i told eunice that no one can be flawless if not the universal God or whoever may even b jealous of us. haha. even if he/she does not, other people wld. but tat is not a valid reason for us to go ard hurting others without knowing and then pretend nothing happened.
it does not mean that juz bcos the thing is small, you can take it as nothing happened. ur expression and actions i will always remember. and i despise tat character. juz stay further away from me.
it does not mean tat juz bcos u are in control of that particular thing, you can take the better share for youself. if you really think tat way, you are not much of a difference from miss L.in short, your character suck. juz because i am big-hearted enough to give way to people around me, doesnt mean you can take advantage of it. dun force me show the other side of me.
and if you dont have any idea tat it's you, you have juz officially wasted sixteen years of your life. others could have led a better and more meaningful life in your shoes. i think you've got me really angry so you better watch what you do. cos you can be pretty sure i wont be as tolerant as before.
all these for one simple reason, you dont deserve it. and trust me, you REALLy don't.
A Xinwei rainbow appeared at 1:01 PM***
